Going crazyyy

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Tuturututuuuu I am officially in Crazy Town....mm...let me explain.
I QUIT MY JOB!!! 

SO basically....I am this Au pair in (insert any town name here) and I just had a moment of "I am done with this shit" like I usually do. Like twice a week. So I quit. And now I have no job. Yup.
Things are very awkward here, but I feel If i don't feel happy with my terms I shouldn't stay just so I can please people. I felt like this for a long time, sometimes more, sometimes less...but it was like I was the fool here. I certainly wasn't doing the job I was contracted to do. And I felt like it doesn't really matter if I stay or if I don't. So I am going home...Blub.

WTF i am doing w my life srsly tho....well, I kinda feel bad. But I know I have to stop looking at what's good for people and start looking at what's good for me. and...this is not good.

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